I’m just a little girl lost in the moment. I’m so scared, but I don’t show it.
oh, how I wish I was one of them
they’re always so perfect, it’s like they don’t try hard to be
i work at it daily, and I’m still not there
why is life so unfair?
hours in the bathroom
makeup on my face
still not as beautiful as I should be
those people have it all, the perfection and the beauty
maybe one day I’ll be one…one beautiful person.
- William Goldman, The Princess Bride
I have never felt so… I don’t know. I’ve never felt this way before. It scares me, and fascinates me, all at the same time. It makes me want to sing and dance and cry and laugh and kiss you and slap you for making me feel in this unknown way. Unknown territory. Unchartered waters. You make me…